water colors

life a delicate issue
a complicated matter
it carries burdens
it brings on sweat
and sheds tears.

power is held in each
one of us
it is up to each one.

changing the water colors
of the world
making it sweeter,
more to reflect on,
and to embrace.

power to make a difference
or a change on a dead end.

delicate yet complicated
no one life is alike of another.
all shades should be filled in
with care.

burdens some carry,
sweating out their life
each night in damp pillow
filled with tears.

yet if it was not for those very
ones in our life to carry them.
there may be no shades of apperication,
no colorful achievements, nor bright
outlooks for the rest.

Strong as Pride

It could be true love
Or a simple fling
But, is it working up your blood
Each time you recall…
The moments together
Oh yeah

Months have past
And pride seems strong
Is it stronger than love?
Actions walk tall
Oh yeah, keep up that wall
Guard your heart from softness
From sweet seduction

Did you Lose another day
Another hour passes
There goes the week…
So strong you are.

Is this your ideal love?
Your dogmas laid for a kindred soul.
Even though there ‘s a lapse of soundness,
Don’t deny the yearning for a wager of love.
Gentle times are called for.

Do you miss me now?
Is your mind fretful through the nights?
Have the clouds past by?
Did you weight out your pride?

Put it all aside,
let seduction over take you.
Imagine how much love could revive
If you lower your wall, open a window
Sweet kisses won't be denied
Oh yeah
Gentle times are called for
A sweet seduction
Is your love as strong as pride?
Is this your ideal love?
Is your love as strong as pride?

Angel

Little angel of mine.
sweet little love, keeps making me smile.
heaven sent me a weapon to fight through these battles.
keeping my tiring soul on the edge
knowing I have a little angel of mine.

this world around us can be mistaken from hell,
nevertheless this little angel of mine,
makes my life shine through it all.
my world seems brighter and problems seem lighter.
heaven has blessed me, yes I know.

Longing

Oh my soul...
My soul aches so bad,
has loved one to many.

Love has come
and gone it's way.
Each time it's forgiven
and loved again
with hope for enternity.

Oh my soul....
hurts so bad.
This pain in my heart
makes me bleed to my death bed.

Oh the longing to be loved.
It's so exhausting.
It feels like hell is among us.
where has heaven gone?
where is enternity?

This pain exist,
Will it be all my days?
oh my soul aches so bad
feeling empty and lonely.

The Roller coaster

Here we go!

Just around the corner,
The budding blooming season begins.
The beginning of the emotional roller coaster ride.
Tear drop for every fear and joy.
Smile and laughter with every thought of your could be presence.
Anger for every inconsiderate thought of them
Sweet and loving, soon you ll be in my arms in kingdom come.
How can it make me feel this way?

The budding season is right around the corner.
Baby hold me tonight.
Hold this blooming bud.
Tell me all those magic words to make me smile.
Let me know, you’ll love me beyond these seasons.

Speak words of charm,
How much you adore me, I'm the apple of your eye.
Come on baby, hop on this roller coaster ride with me.

Make me laugh
Make me smile.
But don’t you say a word to make a tear drop feeding
to this little budding of the blooming season.
Come on baby, hop on this roller coaster ride with me.

Sadness dances

The light is shining dimly
Without your existence

The heart has been somehow different
Without you, Sadness dances round and around,
In shadows.

Searching for something.
Spelling out a secret with each movement.
Looking for something to ease the heart.
Sadness dances round and around,
In shadows.

The light is shining dimly,
Looking into the hole in this heart.
The soul is searching for something…
Something that does want to be found.

So stubbornly, the soul searches on with,
Sadness dancing round and around.
Avoiding the light, hiding secrets,
Searching blindly in shadows.

Putting pieces together one by one.
Nevertheless, it all takes time.

Because the light is shining dimly,
This souls is searching for
Something that does not want to be found.
This soul dances with sadness
Dances round and around.

But without your existence
The heart has been different
Somehow without you…
Sadness dances round and around.

Unspoken

Tell me how this world works,
How their minds function, and how their morals are laid.
I have not figured it out just yet.
Nevertheless, every thing called Mistakes label PAST.
Memories labeled a bunch of REGRETS.

But, oh sweet memories.
There is reason for every happening.
Enriching life.
A lesson lived and learned.

Across the paths you come.
You come to us.
You are a blessing in disguise.
The answer to prayers of loneliness.

Words go unspoken, hearts go on broken
Yet Never forgotten, a lesson live and learned.

Tell me how this world works.
How their morals are laid and they keep going at life
Everyday.
I have not figured it out just yet.
But it seems MISTAKES label everything called PAST

Prayers mumbled through the night.
Begging to be heard
Asking for forgiveness.
Seeking for the warmth, to sleep at night
A secure heart for once, easing the pain inflicted by ones self.

Words go unspoken, hearts go on broken
Yet never forgotten, a lesson lived and learned.

Sivan's Song

It's your life now.
Many moons have passed and suns have set
Everything, all comes down to you.

You dream in clouds, where life is sweet.
You breathe the air and smile.
You create rainbows above, after those
Gray clouds pass us by.

It is all up to you…
To be creative as you please.
Now it's your life now.

Many moons have passed and suns have set.
Everything, all comes down to you.
You dream in clouds, where life is sweet.

Those rainbows and blue skies surround you in life.
What now? Oh it all comes down to you.
You bring up the sunrise and keep it shining bright
Throughout the day
You color rainbows and paints the world with smiles.

What now? Oh its your life now. Mine passed me by.
It's your life now. You dream your own dreams,
as you please.

Don’t you know.You’re my world and my light.
Your world is what it is, what ever color you decide.
You paint those skies above.

Just remember, it's your life now.
You dream in clouds where life is sweet.
You breathe the air and smile.
Remember,
It’s the little things in life that count.
But, It's your life now.

My Wings

My wings


Life seemed down at one time
Every move was made in pain
All my heart did was bleed
Life seemed distant with no color
Felt like being down in a dry well
Looking out into those blue skies
Wondering how will I survive?

My friend took me by my hand
Reminding me there's a time and place for everyone's sadness
Showing me the world with their own eyes
Sprinlkled dew of love, reminding me someone cares.

Look at me now
With my wings I soar
Beyond these skies, no boundaries to hold me down

Look at me now
How strong I am
How many times I look into the face of my demons

You see these scars?
Those were marks from being bounded for years
Somehow like magkic they disappeared
 From time to time
I still check again, to see if it's a reality or dream.

Look at me now
With my wings I soar
Feeling free

The Dance

The music has just begun
The night feels young
If you want to make your move
In this crowed room
Do it now.
Ask me to dance with you.
This once twirl me around in life.
Lead me to the corners of the floor
Where the music plays.

The dance has begun
The music fills the room
Where are you now?
This is your chance in time
My heart has gone soft with you coming around
If you want to make your move
Do it now
Ask me to dance
This once twirl me around in life
Lead me to the corners of the floor
Where the music plays

The rhythm fills the room
Feet start to shuffle
The dance had begun
Where are you now?

How easy it is to forget
When loneliness settles in
What ever made my heart so cold
The music is melting away the ice
It fills my heart with ease.
Where are you now?
here is your chance
ask me now
In this crowed room

The music is still playing
You still have a chance to make your move
Do it now
Ask me to dance with you
This once, twirl me around in life
Lead me to the corners of the floor
where the music plays

This song is at it’s ending
Where are you now?
Your chance has almost come and is passing you right by
My heart has gone soft
Just one more time.
Whatever made my heart so cold
The music is melting the ice away
Somehow it feels my heart beats with ease to this music
So here is your chance ask me now.
Ask me now
To dance with you one more time in life
Lead me to the corners of the floor
Where the music plays
Where are you now?
Your chance is passing you right by..

Remedy Me

It is blowing over…this strong wind…my souls been ill since time, cannot remember.
At once, there was a free soul with spirit that flew high…
This is what I am now, a faint memeory alone.
Faint memories. come and go
Movie pictures from days of old…
A smile once made and face filled with love.
Lessons learn are not always taught with honey.
Sometimes it breaks the spirit
Yet if the soul is the survivor…
The heart is the victim of all this life lessons to learn.
Once too many stabs in the heart..
The heart loses it s passion and it's love.
Caution with the ill hearted one
A black heart, which I have become
An ill lost soul with no morals
Deeply desperately seeking a cure

Oh Remedy Me
Someone please find a soothe melody to cure my soul
Help me feel the love around me
Let those smiles from those faint memories be left alone
Open up those skies once more…. let me fly

Looking at a star filled night, with the magical moon shining bright
Purifying my heart
Oh Remedy Me
I want to feel alive…
Oh Remedy Me
This restless soul,
let this soul fly in those magical skies.
Oh Remedy Me....